I'm stuck in very bad mood in recent (since March maybe? I'm not sure) . Really very bad.
Seems everything fight with me even I know that's not true but I just don't know how to fixed that.
I can't pretend I'm sunshine or things are OK anymore.
No, not depression, nor something else like. Far far from that. ←My Doc said so. He maybe not Ratchet but he is good.
Just feel frustrated and powerless and anger.
I will be OK, this happened few years ago (the situation even worse at that time) and things will become right at last. I think.
Sorry for let you read these dark words, if makes you feel unhappy, I apologize.